Given that I've not posted here since August 31st 2007, I'm most likely sharing this little outpouring with myself alone. Despite that, it's actually an important post as it marks a milestone on a journey - an indicator of the shift. I'm going to explain more over time about where this blog is about to go, but for now I just want to break the silence ...
I've been blogging all this time over on my 'work' blog, www.BusinessBlogAngel.com. Although, to be honest, I've not been saying much there either. I'm going to ramble now, because this writing is as much for me as to be read by anyone who's interested. So, the thoughts in my head, in no particular order are:
Karen Bishop's Energy Alerts are resonating more and more strongly with me these days.
I've been here a lot in the last year or two:
"If you are one who has recently let go of connections to the old, you may now be finding yourself in a space of self-exploration, perhaps considering a geographical move, and wondering what
your new role might be. Being still, exploring new options and passions, re-connecting to what it is that you really and truly have always wanted, and allowing things to unfold oh so naturally are your keys."
Knowing this, helps me maintain the right energy even when things dont seem all that positive:
"During these times, we are always taken care of. If we are in a phase where we are re-connecting to our authentic selves, or allowing that process to unfold, the universe is always behind us, supporting our needs until we are complete with our self-exploration. There is a road map for this process in Stepping Into the New Reality (more about it at the end of this energy alert), as this process is a key component of ascension, and will continue on for many who are on various rungs of the ascension ladder."
I'm here right now:
"If your re-connection process is complete or near complete, you may find yourself in states of busy-ness, with too many projects to tend to, perhaps feeling overwhelmed, and with a seeming inability to complete just one. All in varying states of being half-finished and scattered. What is occurring here, is that we have one foot in one reality and another foot in another. And the realities are about setting our foundations, beginning those new projects, and tending to our supports until the new has arrived in full."
And I believe her when she says:
"Things are shifting and sorting, all in readiness for a move forward the second half of October."
Sign up to receive Karen's Energy Alerts here: http://www.WhatsUpOnPlanetEarth.com/elist.htm
So I'm feeling confident and the overwhelm is giving way more frequently to dynamic action.
I'm buzzing continually right now. There is so much going on...
I've still not moved into the house I bought back in February 2008. I'd
been expecting a bit of damp work to a couple of walls, replaster ,
lick of paint, move in. It's turned out to be an TOTAL refurb. New
everything! Plumbing, Wiring. Central Heating. Boiler. Bathroom
relocation. Walls knocked down. Walls rerendered and pastered. New
Doors, coving, skirting. Everything. And its a full time job. On top of
our full time jobs. And...
I am also now the proud guardian of our beautiful 13 month year old collieXstaff. He is pretty much half and half in some of the breed behaviour which means he is an amazing dog. Super intelligent, energetic and trainable like a collie. Playful, affectionate, tenacious and wilful like a terrier. And there's no point in lying, despite being a huge Cesar Milan fan, he is my son and I am his Mummy. I'm 42 and childless for goodness sake it's bound to happen. I've decided that until he displays any problematic behaviour, my dog is not negatively affected by this fact. Having Tallis means that for the first time, I am wholly responsible for another being's welfare. The first night we had him, I cried when he crawled gingerly on his belly from the bottom of the bed ending up lying dead straight in the long crook of my arm as it rested by my side. He was manic for about 2 hours before, but no sooner had he found this little cwtchy nest than he fell asleep. That level of innocent trust caused a wave of love and emotion to ripple right through my body. Anyway, the point is, Tallis requires 2-3 hours of walks a day and would happily take more. He loves to be mentally challenged too. He also displays separation anxiety and we've done nothing about it yet. All in all, that's a lot of time, previously spent on other things, now devoted to my beautiful boy Tallis.
I'm at a cross roads with work too, but that's for another day. :)
